Pray Everyone Up There Are All Doing Ok...LOVE YOU SO MUCH STEPHEN

                                                               I know it's late and normally I would write you Schizz on "Heart's Music" but tonight I got some news that has caused me upset.  The neighbor lady that I had talked about on here before, whom I had helped back in the summer had been moving to a different part of the park , had come down and was at her old home because her dog had gotten away from her.  I helped her with him.  I haven't seen Mary Beth for a few months now , I just figured she was busy, here she had been in the hospital.
                                                             While helping her out tonight, she told me that she only had about two months to live because she had developed pancreatic cancer, her liver is already pretty well gone and there wasn't any more that can be done for her.  I have been sorta numb about it, just unbelievable to me since she told me.  Her son is kinda being offish to her ..just can't understand it when that is the only parent he has had..breaks my heart.  I have seen that onset of cancer before showing in her face and her breath has that smell , like rubbing alcohol..I know that too...wish I didn't...   She had been crying and broke down while she was telling me.  She has been a real good friend...I wish I knew what to say to her , other than the usual.  She is also in pain, with no family around her, no medication to help relieve some of the discomfort..I am just scared that when it comes time, there won't be anyone there for her..knowing how independent she is too.
                                                            If you could keep her in your prayers, she would really appreciate it I know. 
                                                            You have gone through this so many times I know Stephen, wish you could give me some of your advise, just to help me understand what is going on.  My past experiences had left me still trying to take it all in...Just seems Cancer at times wins more than it is defeated   You have such strong faith and it is so helpful in times like these.
                                                             Hope and pray you are fine, I always think and worry about you ...I care about you so much and love you so much, Please,Please take care of yourself..check in tomorrow!!!Love You Stephen!!!!!!!!!!