Finding The Comfort You Give From Within.

  So many times being apart from someone you really care about is difficult at times.  Sometimes you wonder if you will ever see that person again.  The hardest part is when you feel lonely or discouraged and need someone there to hold.  I am the type of person that when those moments strike, I need to find a solution that brings that person closer to my heart.  I read, listen to music or when its cold outside and I am feeling a little tired, I grab my favorite throw, sit in my favorite chair, wrap the throw around myself and close my eyes.
  One of my favorite memories of him, is when he took my hand and squeezed it.  If I grab a handful of my blanket, I can imagine I am holding his hand and it brings me comfort.  I know some may find it somewhat silly but it helps.  I don't know if I will ever see that special someone from Amesbury, MA., anytime soon.  I can always pray for God to help me understand.  In the meantime, I can dream about the love and kindness he had shared with me and pray always for him to be safe.